Life & Death (28-01-05)
Life & Death
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In this journey of life and death
There is no sorrow or joy
It’s only a breath
That livens or kills
Or makes men play
The games that they indulge in all day
To feel empowered, mighty and divine
They come and conquer
Get heady on wine
And then they believe
That life is a high
It had no beginning
Its end can’t be nigh;
This mortal journey
Of life and death
Is a continuous illusion
Only a breath;
Then is birth the beginning?
Or is the end death?
It’s just an illusion
That spans a mere breath.
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28-01-05
What is Love
What is love
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Love is ephemeral love is sublime
Love is longing love is divine
Love is belonging
Love is surrender
To be with oneself
And submerge with its embers
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Love is passion and pain
Love is dying and more
Love is choking and gasping
Only love is its cure
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Love is giving and getting
Love is laughter and tears
Love makes us spin
On its axis for years
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To love means to give
And to love means to sing
Love is caring and breathing
And flying with zing
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In love you will cry
And for love you can die
It consumes and singes
And erodes all your hinges
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Love is consumption
Love is feeling a high
Love is not a presumption
Love can even make you cry
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When in love you are hoping
When in love you are coping
The good get better
And the better can be moping
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Let no one who has loved
Ever be sad
Love even unreturned
Has a rainbow–be glad
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All those who have loved
Have seen god by their side
Heavens dusting gold
On dreams for them to ride
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Love is the best feeling
It makes you airborne
Share it enjoy it preserve it–
Don’t be torn
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Those who don’t love
Are crafted from stones
They have ice and snow
Inside them— not bones
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Each one teach one
That love is the best
Panacea to diseases
That man has in his nest.
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The Season of Love
The season of love
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There’s fragrance in the air
There’s a blue sky above
The birds chirp wildly
Are they heady on love?
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The days are crisp
And the nights fly fast
Both hunger and sleep
Are things of the past
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The moon shines brighter
Like a blossoming rose
There’s no more darkness
No tears no woes
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These are the days
For the world to heed
The song of all lovers
Allow them to breathe
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It’s the season of love
When two souls begin
To merge into one
Their bodies and skin
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Their hearts sing aloud
Some even pinned on sleeves
And Cupid plays darts
There’s no cause to grieve
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But this month of love
Shall pass like a dream
It’ll end without warning
You’ll wake up down stream
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For love is ephemeral
Love is divine
It won’t last forever
You’ll survive—give it time
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If there is paradise… It is this (26-03-2008)
If there is paradise…It is this
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Was that a dream,
Or was it a trance..
The babble of a brook
And flowers that dance
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A touch of a breeze
That tousles your hair
A hint of fragrance
Is it really there?
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The green, the red
The violet and blue
Colours that only
An artist can brew
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But you have painted
A canvas so real
Dewdrops on the grass
Or are they pearls?
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And nature beckons
At its pristine best
To lie on your back
And view god’s own nest
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A sky full of stars
The night strums a tune
Hark! It’s a melody
The song of the moon
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I still don’t know
If that was a dream
Or my mind played a trick
And I’ll wake up down stream..
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Can you tell me if that
Was a dream or a trance
The babble of a brook
And flowers that dance..
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March 26, 2008
All those have lied
All those have lied
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All those have lied
Who told me
Time would ease me
Of my pain
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For pain never lessens
Its edges don’t dull
It eats up your insides
Your heart and your skull
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It comes and burrows
Deep in your cells
It throbs and bleeds
And burns you in hell
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You may pop many pills
With fanciful claims
You’ll hurt even more
All over again
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For pain is a curse
It’s an undying force
It wrecks all the blocks
That lie on its course
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But wait all you victims
There is just one cure
One that will make it
Go away…endure
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If only another one’s
Coming your way
It can drown it, strangle it
And keep it at bay
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So the wretched old thing
Can’t raise its head
But a bigger one shall
Replace it instead.
The Ghouls Within…
The ghouls within..
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Look inside your soul
There’s a dark pool within
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Drive out the ghouls
That are living therein
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This is not their abode?
Don’t trap them there
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Open your soul to
Let in, pure fresh air
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Let the demons fly out
Give them their release
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This is not their home
They need to be freed
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For these are the ghouls
That haunt your mind
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They shriek and tremble
Make you doubt the divine
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They drive a stake
Into the folds of your shell
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They ride on your thoughts
To make your life hell
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Do you know these creatures
That plague you like this
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They are your own thoughts
That you can’t dismiss
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And the day you can spot
The root of your pain
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You’ll be freed from its terror
It wont bind you again
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It’s those demons inside you
That you need to slay
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Tune into the lightness
And chase them away…
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The Relay (19-04-2005)
The relay
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I can’t believe
I’m fifty four
Is that death knocking
At my door?
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Age runs a relay
Faster than time
Youth stands no chance
It’s left far behind
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And here I am
Strung somewhere between
I spruce and shine
I dress and preen
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I walk and work-up
A sweat, shall we say
To keep the signs
Of erosion at bay
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Each day at dawn
I breathe in the dew
Deep and hard
To keep myself new
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But age is timeless
Its velocity’s unchanged
It seeps into all
Every lock, every mane
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Down the pyramids
And along the Nile
It ravaged the beauteous
And creased their smiles
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Who can outrun it
Which man or beast
It’ll devour the swiftest
In one big sweep
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No matter how well
You hold back the clock
Pin its hands down
Withstand the knocks
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It will find a portal
In air, land or sky
To snatch you away
To break every tie
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It’s god’s divine plan
Its nature’s diktat
We’re helpless and mortal
No point fighting that
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Have I really
Turned fifty-four
Is that death
Who knocks at my door?
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19-04-2005
Art Connect to Higher Self
Prisons geographically lie within cities limits. Bounded on all sides by walls that create a fearsome psychological divide, they slice the populace into two worlds of polar opposites that co-exist on either side of the wall with completely contrasting lives. These are worlds of the hideous and the sublime that are both public and private and the core of their existence is defined by freedom or the lack of it. Lives across the walls are infinitely, dissimilar and terrifying on the other side in their seclusion.
Like Dante’s ninth circle of Hell, Tihar jail was once a place of depravity, brutality and corruption. The biggest and meanest prison in Asia sprawling across 400 acres in the heart of west Delhi, it used to inspire wild-eyed fear because of the killers, drug addicts and swindlers who ran private fiefdoms inside with the collusion of venal wardens.
Stroll through the grounds now and you could well be at a county garden fête. Immaculate lawns, flower beds arrayed with seasonal blossoms, palm trees swaying in the breeze, tidy hedgerows… these are the first things you encounter as the gates are padlocked with a deafening metallic crunch behind you. The paths are clean, devoid of the filth that you see on most of Delhi’s roads. Once inside and out of sight of the perimeter walls and watchtowers, there is nothing to tell you that this is a high-security prison number 5.
Apart from birdsong, and the hustle bustle of the inmates going about their daily routine nothing disturbs the silence in the courtyard of the jail. The under trials are dressed in coloured clothes, the convicts wear white. There is an air of calm. Prisoners sit cross-legged on the ground in a huddle in disciplined silence doing breathing exercises. Others stroll in the surrounding gardens inside the barracks purposefully, going about their assigned duties without any giveaway signs of brutality or incarceration. If there is a gruesome underbelly of corruption, exploitation, torture and abuse within these walls, there is no indication of it on the faces of these male inmates all aged between 18 and 21 years.
The jail’s holistic approach keeps them busy, gives them new skills, keeps them fit and connected to the outside world. It provides education and training in computers, weaving, baking, painting, carpentry and sewing. Potato chips and snacks made by convicts are marketed outside as TJ (Tihar Jail) Specials. So are carrier bags and envelopes made with handmade paper. Paintings are exhibited and sold. The jail also has its own website, created by prisoners.
If all this sounds unusual, the reason is that Tihar Jail is indeed different from many other jails. Only 20 per cent of its inmates are convicts. The rest are under trials — suspects waiting to be charged, waiting for bail or waiting for their trials.
From a medieval hellhole to a model prison: that is the transformation which has compelled prison reformers from all over the world to come and study how Tihar has been turned around.
Enter Anubhav Nath, a spirited and dedicated, brilliant young man with a difference. A man who broke into the confines of the jail with a mission that was fired by his zeal. He intended to offer a real glimpse of prisons to mainstream society. To return to society a minuscule portion of what had been given to him by the privilege of his birth he began working with the inmates of jail no 5 to focus upon male inmates aged between 18 and 21 years. In a novel way he set about to reform and rehabilitate the inmates through the medium of art.
To him prisons mirror society and the inmates are an ideological institutionalized apparatus, just like any other: school, church or hospital. Incarceration for anyone is sheer anguish and he recognized the need to help inmates to overcome stress and control their inherent pain and grief. He believed that art could help them to vent their emotions, positively, on canvas. It was his way of affording them mental clarity and a means to express themselves. With a new creative focus he felt, they could see their own actions in a sharper light that would to calm them down and catalyze the process of their inner healing. The role of art to reclaim this class of citizens from crime soon became evident.
With his consistent effort through the Ramchander Nath Foundation, Anubhav initiated a weekly painting class to provide training in art within the prison premises. As the group progressed he held work shops headed by leading contemporary artists at the jail premises to interact with inmates and to explore different art-related career opportunities and thereby utilise art as a medium of therapy. It was evident that these art and artist interactive workshops had changed the atmosphere in the jail— inmates appeared calmer and more co-operative and their equation with the staff more harmonious.
The Indian art world was about to receive an unusual batch of aspiring painters, from an equally unusual place. These artists, young inmates lodged in Asia’s largest prison Tihar Jail were going to come into the public eye, but this time for a different reason. The program had been chalked out the on a large scale. All prisoners in the age group of 18 to 21 years were to learn painting, and once they were trained, their works would be displayed at various art exhibitions. The step was being taken to inculcate creativity in them so that they did not take to crime a second time. The motive was to make art a long-term asset for them.
Encouraged by the positive results of their art therapy, the Ramchander Nath Foundation decided to organise an all jail painting competition for the inmates last year. Beyond their expectations, they got an overwhelming response. A panel of judges that comprised of eminent artists like Jagannath Panda, Josh P.S. and Ram Rahman selected the best works and the proceeds generated from the sale were allocated to individual artist inmates to aid them in their vocational training and rehabilitation. This was to become an annual feature.
For the long term Anubhav’s aim is to help inmates explore different career opportunities related to the arts. For him the unanswered questions that remain are…
Who is a criminal? Isn’t mainstream society harboring more criminals? What makes the inmate-citizen different from the free-citizen? Is the crime factor inscribed on the former justified? Aren’t many living in free-society actually in self-inscribed prisons?
These, each one of us needs to ponder upon, but for the moment it is Anubhav’s efforts that deserve applause. His conviction is that no one is born a criminal and crime is only circumstantial. That everyone deserves a second chance, therefore artists who are the epitome of out-of-the-box thinkers should come forward and help to reform and rehabilitate these victims of circumstance and that no one has the right to be judgmental on anyone else’s character.
Hardly anyone can dispute that.
To Read My Eyes
Staring in the mirror
I look deep inside
but I cant get past
this veil of my self
To read my eyes
Walls steam up
The dewdrops dance,
they trickle down the side
to tell me a tale
but …
I cant read my eyes
My eyes are real
my desires too,
I cant get a grip
on the floor sprayed with dew
My eyes stare back
at me as they do
you read them well
but I cant get past
this veil of you…
I stare in the mirror
I look deep inside
I cant get past
This veil of my self
I cant read my eyes….
As It Will Be
sleet rhymes formed
emotionless… motionless…
limericks jingled past
humorless…toneless…
poems were read
telling… selling…
all this was wasted
on the mind
the heart
the bard
the art
I see it will be
clever words
you write
fairy tales
you will tell
to make your point
to say it again
the rhymes
the limerick
the poem
and mulish me….
I see it is as will be